A painful memory

"My heart drops suddenly 

And breaks into a million sharp pieces 

Pieces that are now digging at my insides, 

Causing tears to come to my eyes 

My mind spins out of control 

I can't breath 

I can't think 

These words I am hearing 

They cannot be true 

There has never been such an unforgivable lie 

My entire being wants to hear you voice 

To know that it isn't so "

"The pain never decreases 
Even after days 

Weeks 

Months 

Years 

I still remember 

Your smile 

Your voice 

Your touch 

You are my most painful memory"