How to make myself happy?

We all know that Zindagi na milegi duwara (We won't get our life twice) so enjoy it. But some stupid questions always arises in my blank skull.  Do life is always enjoyable? Can we enjoy our life in every situations ? blah blah blah many more..


A friend of mine said to me " Enjoy the life like me yaar, why do you always stick yourself all the day in home? and why your face always like your smile" I had no words to reply her, I was thinking I am really a dumb
Everyone is saying exams over, now enjoy the two months till result will not be declared. But I know how was my exams, I am always in worried from the day the exam ended about Accountancy, wether I will get good marks or get fail. I will not able to breath properly until the result is not declared.  Tell me in such situation how to enjoy ? is it by hitting the chest and say AAL IZ WELL AAL IZ WELL like in 3 Idiots? huh??


Mom Dad always say to go out and freshen up the mind. They want me to go out but they don't want me that I will not mix with my meschevious friends,  so I cannot dissolve myslef with them as they behave, as they do in the streets , I always has to keep a distance from their activities to keep the words of my parents, in this I lack my enjoyment. 


Before I used to think love life is the beautiful part or our life , yeah it is true and it will be only possible when both the people have understandablity. Which is lacking in us.Sometime I think that I am not the perfect boy for her and sometime she herself think that she is not the perfect girl for me, we love each other a lot but still something is missing between us. Love is such a thing which gives an extreme inner happines otherwise it takes aways the extreme inner happines aways, and I am in the second condition, tell how to make myslef happy in this situation? 


People always says Don't expect more, be happy with what you have, But I say, If we don't expect we will not grow, expectation leads to happines , if not fulfilled then leads to sadness. There is always chances of barrier between our expectations , so how and when to expect? what to expect? and how to be happy with what I have? I know after reading this article you will think what a weird boy I am.